promos are jus round the corner.. about ten days away. i am not exactly hardworking either.. been stressed out and tired this entire week.. partly due to EOM and project work.. there seems to be tonnes of work to do. and today was a slack day.. slept away my day till 1 in the afternoon. guess i was really worn out after ytd nite.

i cant find the motivation to work hard although i keep telling myself that i have to in order to attain gd results. seeing all my friends working so hard somewhat made me feel even more stressed than ever... we had this tsunami talk in LT5 yesterday and it affected me a lot. so i bought the three dolls for ten dollars. its a little ex.. but i was thinking i spend more than ten dollars on other stuff when i go shopping so why not do a bit of gd deed? (:

i really hope that our sch will organise the trip to khao lak or ban nan kem for us. i will be the first to join! something the person said etched deep in my heart "we have always been living peaceful days, we are so isolated from the rest of the pain in this world that we fail to empathise with other sufferings and we become apathetic". jus how true it is?

i am starting to think that maybe i am more fortunate compared to them even though life might not be smooth for me.. i have gone thru a lot of things which many of my friends dun need to go thru.. i have lost things that many of my friends take for granted. indeed, my life is full of obstacles and hurdles.. but it is these obstacles that made me ever a stronger and cheerful person. i guess that life will always be full of challenges for me...........